It occurred to me today that life is a mystery. No, it's not a new understanding for me, it just seems like an appropriate topic for today. I am finding myself in a situation that is strange to me, and appears even stranger to many others looking in on it.
I got word yesterday that my X's company could be in trouble. This is not good news. Why do I care what happens to his job, when I can barely make ends meet myself? That is exactly why I care. If he can't bring in enough money to give us the support that we need, we can't make it here. And, if he needs to relocate, I will have to go with him so that the kids can be near their dad. How whacked out is that?! Moving to be near my X? Never heard of such a thing. Then again, like I just said, life is a mystery.
In other news, I'm going out with the girls tonight for the first time in a very long time (think last century). I'm already exhausted and I haven't even hit the dance floor yet. Tomorrow I'm sure you'll get the update on how it goes, if I make it through the night without falling asleep, and how many ways I manage to make a fool of myself. Luckily, I am the only non-drinker in the group, so if I'm very lucky, maybe I'll be the only one who remembers it :)
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